Thanks for understanding, I feel so much better now that I know you're not mad.
Well, as for my life I'm having trouble with homeschooling because the books we got are REALLY VAGUE of they're teaching me. The program I'm schooling with his also very christian (That's why my parents bought it. :/) and it keeps telling me that 'God wants you to have patience, blah blah' when I really just want to throw the fricking math book out the window.
Also, my family is having trouble because this group of people who are supposed to help with family problems is breathing down our necks. Poor Austin still can't escape that time when everyone thought he'd shoot up the school and now lost all his friends and most of his happiness. I hardly see him anymore, because he's always in his room or out of the house, he never tells us where.
My mom is being crushed by the weight of this business and is wearing down. We rectally got rid of one of the most crazy elder when she climbed out the window, and we all thought that'll make things better, but I saw my mom vomit in the bathroom a few days ago. She's sick, but there's nothing she can do.
My dad is alright as far as I know. He's hanging out with old friends and comes home every night drunk and ordering pizza for his buddies. He now uses the master bedroom as a place for his group to hang out, since mom doesn't sleep there anymore. (She has to sleep downstairs to keep an eye on the old people.)
So with all this going on the 'family help group' is looking at us closely and always questions us. Some of the people they send to question are nice, but others are.. I don't know how to even describe them!
Most conversations go like this.
Lady: "You know, Trish you are very good at making people believe that you need help."
Me: "Well, I didn't want to make anyone believe that it's their job to help me! Are you saying I'm using people?!"
Lady: "No. I'm not."
Me: "Okay?"
Lady: "I just think that it good that you know how to. People always needs to help you."
WHAT THE FLUNK?! Lady, some crazed feminist is going to punch out your teeth if you talk like women 'always needs help'.
As for me, I'm fine. Sure I think that I'll never become an adult and be able to live without leaching off my parents love and money. And yeah I become sad every once aging, but I just don't care anymore. Anyway, things are looking up thou. I've joined with a bunch of people to work on a animated series. It's a fan story of warrior cats. :3
SIGH. It's so good I can talk to you aging. I'm still sorry for being a coward and not talking to you earlier. *Hug* (Congrats on the on your ears!)